wut am i suppose to do?

i noe too much, things that i shouldnt actually noe huhu~ shuld i take action or shuld i juz wait for her reaction? im afraid.. im afraid that the same shit will happen to me the third time, i cant afford to take another hit, im not that strong my dear.... T_T huhu~ sorry im not willing to take that chance nemore... lets wait and c T_T