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is this a closure or a new begining?

There are so many things that i want to settle before i graduate... and one of those things has to do with my relationship with her... it started with a rainy night three years back and it came down crashing 8 months ago on the eve's of raya haji... i felt there are things that should be said, words of thanks and most importantly word of sorry for all the things that i have done when i'm with her... I had that chance last night :)

we talk about what we did and how we are sorry for what we have done to each other, but still i have butterflys in my guts wenever i msg her, huhu~ do i still have feelings for her? i dun dare to ask her bout feelings nemore, maybe its best if we keep it that way, let time decide.... i dun want to push her coz she's already stress wit things that happens in her life which i cant reveal here... nah, i dun really have high hopes bout us being back together, though it would be really nice if it happens ;P hahaha, its a gud closure for us both... and for a new begining, its going to take a lot of gutz and trust, which are currently lacking

rite now im leaving the matter in her hands, lets c where dis is going (-_-)v

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